January 2010
71 posts
to whoever gave me those words -
thanks.
Anonymous asked: breathe, desolate, reach, unanswered, company, ruse, smile
you gotta be good at being alone, right
i mean… single doesnt equal lonely unless you make that happen.
you gotta learn how to be whole by yourself before you can be whole with someone else. i mean, yeah maybe love is finding that person that makes you feel complete. but really, you gotta learn what you feel like complete before you can be that, right
what do i know, i’m the first person to laugh at any joke i...
fs / words
notesonascandal:
frecked:
epiphany home garbage Now, write. ~pbg
i woke up just the same. but it’s so different. everything changed. one day you’re here, and it feels real. one day you and me, walking and not talking but saying everything. one day and you smile nonstop and that makes me insane. and then it’s all over. and i woke up just the same. but it’s so different. everything...
classic-material-deactivated201 asked: Remember when we used to be friends?
fs / words
epiphany home garbage Now, write. ~pbg
i woke up just the same. but it’s so different. everything changed. one day you’re here, and it feels real. one day you and me, walking and not talking but saying everything. one day and you smile nonstop and that makes me insane. and then it’s all over. and i woke up just the same. but it’s so different. everything changed....
leave some words in the ask or .. anyplace you...
i need to write more
darlinglittle asked: words: darling, charge, remain
didnt want to reblog lol
didnt want to reblog lol
i should write more, you got any words to give up?
blog of life 30 - 1.27
thirty days of these. only took four to realize my life is to boring for this business.
i’ve written a lot less, mostly because of what’s going on
appointments take up 15 hours a week, driving is another 18-20, then work..
i’m tired.
all the time.
but… in reality, all the i have adds up, and i’m fine.
tricharizard:
I’m sick . I don’t feel good . I’m losing my voice and have a huge headache . Ugh asdfghjkl;
and it makes you not respond on aim, damn sickshit
blog of life 29 - 1.26
my brother called me
i didn’t really know what to say, so i didn’t say much
another day happens tomorrow
blog of life 28 - 1.25
this blog is the only thing on my blog anymore.
less writings, more random daily thoughts
i don’t know if that’s good or bad
it is what it is
i don’t feel good, long day, long appt, maybe it will lead to a long life
maybe it won’t
maybe i need to talk about things with someone other than myself
maybe i don’t
blog of life 27 - 1.24
cursed
do you believe anyone is cursed?
oh well.
i should pick the world up and drop it on your fucking head.
blog of life 26 - 1.23
i need to get to know me better so i can get to know you better
that’s really it.
that should be a tumblr challenge.
amatumiri:
write a picture in 1000 words.
blog of life 25 - 1.22
tired
woke up for meeting, participated, packed stuff up, went to long appt, drove home, ready to sleep, not even hungry
i’m surprised i said that.
that’s not normal.
true though,
not even hungry.
sleep.
formspring q/a
It looks like you have got a new girl in your life. Lucky girl.
i’m a lucky guy though; i meet great people.
blog of life 24 - 1.21
i think about you more than you think about me and i’m sure that maybe someday we will think the same things. i don’t know what this is getting at, and i don’t know where were coming from. i just know that i want it to last, and for it to be that. that thing, that we refer to, that thing, that we smile about, that thing, that maybe is too much to ask.
it is what it is.
but,...
i don't know how to put links into the stuff i...
jesus i need one of those yellow blahblahblah for dummies books
“from her i learned perseverance despite great odds, courage in the face of...”
– -jon amaechi, talking about his mother
so for me this is kind of a couple things. reminds me of my grandparents and then it reminds me how blessed i am. and then, maybe most importantly, reminds me to not be complacent, in anything. i have such a good life with such great opportunity, and...
blog of life 23 - 1.20
i wanna tell you some things that i haven’t told anyone. i don’t need you to judge or even respond with what you think is the solution, the right thing, the answers. and i don’t have the ability to reply to your questions about everything when i can’t even answer myself right now.
i just wanna tell you.
that’s selfish of me.
i want to tell you so that i...
lookitissasha:
frecked:
i wanna write something that you read and can’t walk away from the same way.
So do it.
don’t reblog me sface11
i wanna write something that you read and can’t walk away from the same way.
blog of life 22 - 1.19
i’m tired.
and sore.
work and driving and the rest of it is gonna be a lot more than i thought.
this only part time too.
i shouldn’t complain.
forget it.
smile.
blog of life 21 - 1.18
long day
long drive there, long process, long drive home
new work truck though
lots of thoughts circling my mind like it’s nascar
lots of words
lots of you
lots of new
work tomorrow
then write
night.
blog of life 20 - 1.17
i’m not where i thought i would be when i thought about future me 6 months ago.
but i like to think that this is where is best for me.
…
home today. going back to work tomorrow.
can’t wait.
blog of life 19 - 1.16
shower hot so my mind numbs
but i’m still thinking the same thing i was.
home in a few days.
i have so many things to say.
here isn’t the place.
the rest is personal.
i’ll let you know.
blog of life 18 - 1.15
this is a letter.
hello,
no one decides your mood but you.
so take some responsibility and own your attitude, grumpty ass mcfuckerson
goodbye.
anyways, i go home pretty soon, this weekend i think. then back to work on tuesday, short schedule for a few weeks though. i’m ready to be working. i’m also hungry for a toaster strudel. cherry flavored. smile.
blog of life 17 - 1.14
new friends are nice.
i should make em more often.
i know the greatest people on the planet.
you and you and you make me smile, daily.
i wish you could see what i see when you look in the mirror.
what will it take for haiti to recover fully?
amatumiri:
what an interestingly worded question. define recover.
h.m. to izy - swbwt
i know you are thinking about all of the things that stack up in your mind and take up your time at night when you close your eyes and try.
sleep.
i know when you cry and when you try to stop and i know when you are hurt and i know that it’s not enough to say any words to you because you feel alone.
well.
i can’t know what i leave you with, from an impression aspect. but i can...
h.m. to izy -
i-
i wanted to write you a letter. and respond to all the things you’ve told me. but i can’t put words to the pain that you feel for your country.
i am here.
for you. for your country. for your people. for your pain.
you have my thoughts and you have my donation efforts.
i cannot put myself in your place because i cannot wrap my mind around what you have lost. for that i...
cosign
caraobrien:
frecked:
sarcasmonlegs:
Oh so now you want to help? I know this is as good of a time as ever to shell out dough for people in need, but does it really take this kind of disaster to finally provoke you to give? Hundreds upon thousands have to die for you to find it in your heart to want to help someone? I’m not against giving to help the contribution to the Haitians, no, that’s...
cosign
sarcasmonlegs:
Oh so now you want to help? I know this is as good of a time as ever to shell out dough for people in need, but does it really take this kind of disaster to finally provoke you to give? Hundreds upon thousands have to die for you to find it in your heart to want to help someone? I’m not against giving to help the contribution to the Haitians, no, that’s not what I’m saying at all....
blog of life 16 - 1.13
sidenote, i need to get my queue in order so that this posts on the right day next time. oh well.
i’m tired. and i don’t know what you want from me. it’s hard to know without you saying anything.
i’m tired. i’m falling asleep but waiting awake just to find out all the things you have to say. i’m tired. but i’m awake.
waiting.
use webster.
tell...
text timing
text messages with seconds left before present tense kicks in and sends my best. regards to the rest, i’m back where i started and i haven’t felt you since. haven’t tried to feel alive. haven’t spent that much time. tell me again where the end is and why do we ignore the sign. ignore the peace of mind that the piece of time on my wrist provides. but it doesn’t...
PANTS ON THE GROUND! PANTS ON THE GROUND! LOOKIN...
(via anti-hetero)
hushed conversations on late night telephone calls and text messages like i wish i could see you tomorrow was the start of it all.
blog of life 15 - 1.12
you want to say something to me but you don’t. you want to stop me when we say bye but you won’t. i can’t know what you’re thinking.
i can’t know the words without you speaking.
i can’t know.
i want to tell you but i don’t. i want to stop you from leaving but i won’t. i can’t know what you’re thinking, i can only hope…...
you're playing with my delirium
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?697958-U9m0hyPWgo
i am - novel
blog of life 14 - 1.11
poison.
why do i care.
what you are doing, about you at all. why do i care about you. i don’t know. i do though. even though you are a world away and playing your own game. i do though. i care. about you. what you are doing, going through, what you say when you throw words my way.
i should just let this whole friends thing go. you aren’t good at it.
at all.
i care though....
ever feel like... this ?
notesonascandal:
frecked:
i wanna go in the past and find the time that we said we didn’t have. i wanna go back. i want to make it start over. and slower. i want the seconds to be minutes, minutes hours, hours days, days weeks. seconds minutes; and all my time- i want you in it.
i want to feel you next to me. i want all the things they way they were supposed to be. i know it’s a mess...
ever feel like... this ?
i wanna go in the past and find the time that we said we didn’t have. i wanna go back. i want to make it start over. and slower. i want the seconds to be minutes, minutes hours, hours days, days weeks. seconds minutes; and all my time- i want you in it.
i want to feel you next to me. i want all the things they way they were supposed to be. i know it’s a mess and i know what i wrecked, but...
blog of life 13 - 1.10
i need to be a better person.
i’ll start tomorrow.